Yeah, I wrote over 50k for that book…

This is me.  Right now.   Sitting in my chair with my torn up vest on.  I’m playing music on my iPhone and I’m anxiously awaiting the drive tomorrow in order to go down to Mississippi.

Most things are progressing well.  I’ve made the sugar cookies and Doug and I made the eggnog.  I ordered the presents for folks and now, all I have to do is drive and then do.

I’m not sure why the drive makes me so nervous and upset, but it does and it usually takes me a day or two to work myself up mentally for it.   Me, two dogs, and the car.  16 hours driving. 

Don’t let Google drive tell you it’s 14 hours and change.  It ain’t.  It’s 16 hours unless you plan on peeing in bottles (but, you do you).  I’m usually spent at the end of the ten hours on the road.  It’s weird how it affects my body.  I get shake and unsteady at the end of the long day.  I try to go directly to the hotel, walk the dogs (and me), and then I take bath at the hotel. 

It’s something about the sitting in the hot water that is so soothing and normalizing for me.

I hope to post a bunch of new videos and all from the farm and the holiday so stay tuned.  Have a great holiday!